Oh Tumblr, how do I make you understand. 

I just spent the past 20 minutes SOBBING on my bed hugging my pillow, while my housemates looked on confused, saying things like “What…can we do anything for you? Do you…want a hug?” and generally acting bewildered and concerned and perversely amused by my wracking sobs, and all I could respond with were things like “LEAVE ME, SAVE YOURSELVES” and “IT’S JUST ALL VERY SAD” and other things of a less coherent nature. 

This doesn’t usually happen to me. I don’t know how to make my body stop having this reaction. 



Notes
  1. kibethsibeth reblogged this from osterozhna and added:
    I’m just going to leave this here, because this is where it needs to be dearie.
  2. emrosemary said: wait YES THIS. all of this. except my reaction was absolute shock so an absolute lack of emotion for a while (slash silent tears) JUST LET ME GO KILL MYSELF NOW
  3. osterozhna posted this