Oh Tumblr, how do I make you understand. 

I just spent the past 20 minutes SOBBING on my bed hugging my pillow, while my housemates looked on confused, saying things like “What…can we do anything for you? Do you…want a hug?” and generally acting bewildered and concerned and perversely amused by my wracking sobs, and all I could respond with were things like “LEAVE ME, SAVE YOURSELVES” and “IT’S JUST ALL VERY SAD” and other things of a less coherent nature. 

This doesn’t usually happen to me. I don’t know how to make my body stop having this reaction.